I’m turning into a heart breaker. What the hell with all the guys right now? What hypnotic odor am I giving for them to all want to ask me out??????????
I have to turn them all down cause I’m not over my ex yet. I’m still broken. I’m so stressed/depressed/going crazy.
You treat me bad, I’ll treat you worse.
When you’re nice to me, I’ll treat you like a King/Princess.
I’m never evil, the kind that likes to keep something that you know is valuable to their Ex.
But he handed me once, this Bike jacket that he said he wants to pass to his children. *Add evil voice and smirk* I’m keeping that.
Not that I want it or want to sell it. I just want to keep it so he CAN’T give his future kids.
I’m selling the Agnes B necklace he gave me and giving away the Helmet he bought for me to my niece. But the jacket is a keeper. Assholes shouldn’t be happy.
I don’t think people love me. They love versions of me I have spun for them, versions of me they have construed in their minds. The easy versions of me, the easy parts of me to love.
I’m changing for the better and have endless support from people that I thought didn’t care.
They are even teaching me.
People see me while that one that I want to see me treat me as invisible but I pray to god to calm my broken heart everyday. Pray for help to not lose my mind and slowly, he’s bring me back to him, to my right path. He is the greatest.
You may think I’m small, but I have a universe in my head.
I’m breaking up with that stupid head by force since he has no balls to admit that he doesn’t want me anymore.
I’m breaking my own heart and I think it’s better than having a ghost as a boyfriend that breaks my heart unknowingly everyday.
I’m going to keep myself busy at work and work OT’s till I die.
I don’t need alcohol to make bad decisions