I’m changing for the better and have endless support from people that I thought didn’t care.
They are even teaching me.
People see me while that one that I want to see me treat me as invisible but I pray to god to calm my broken heart everyday. Pray for help to not lose my mind and slowly, he’s bring me back to him, to my right path. He is the greatest.
I’m breaking up with that stupid head by force since he has no balls to admit that he doesn’t want me anymore.
I’m breaking my own heart and I think it’s better than having a ghost as a boyfriend that breaks my heart unknowingly everyday.
I’m going to keep myself busy at work and work OT’s till I die.
Exhausted and the guy that I called Boyfriend had gone missing again. I told him so many times, if he likes or wants to be with someone else. Let Me Go.
I’m so tired of guys playing games with me. I’m too old for this.